Hello everyone, my name is Daniel and I have to tell you something. Many of you will know me on the server as "DanielyMery", it's the name I used to use, but I don't intend to anymore. I'm here to tell you the truth, rather then live among lies has been killing me all this time, but before I do, I'd like to put them a little in context:
I joined the server "SentinelCraft" in November 2014. I created an account on the server under the name "DanielyMery", since at that time I was with my girlfriend Mery. At first, we used both the account but after a couple of days, she decided to get out of this account. I instead, I kept in the account without changing the name, because it didn't want to start everything from scratch.
Time passed and I loved the community, was friendly and respectful. People started to ask about my name and the name of DanielyMery, when asked if it was a man or a woman thought it would be fun if I said I was "Mery". Too bad that "fun" didn't last long, I wrapped it in a web of lies which, with the passage of time, I didn't know how to get out of.
The time passed and the most veterans will know that I created a game or contest called "Trivia", I did it mostly because I wanted to support the server and make good friends. After that I got the rank of "Senior Member", time passed and I was "Special" and finally went "Moderator". I made a lot of friends in this lapse of time. They were all very friendly and I recognized for the effort and dedication that I had in the community. Even I won a contest organized on the server to the player more "dedicated". These friends I gained, the trust they gave me and the laughs we shared made me very happy, but when was the end of the day I was always saying, "this is not real, I'm not telling you the truth."
The good times that we spent a lot of us, I'll treasure them always.
A few days ago I couldn't anymore, I just hated the lie. I wanted to tell you so much to all of you who I was, but I was afraid. A lot of fear. Fear of rejection, the shame, that if they knew who I am, leave me. I destroyed the trust that you had placed in me.
Now I understand that my actions are wrong and something I will never repeat. As I said at the beginning, I ask for forgiveness from all those who ever trusted me without knowing who I am.
I'm very sorry, but I want to change. I want to prove who I am. I already did it at the time, but not in the right way. I proved that I can be loyal and friendly with everyone, but this is no use if things are not clear and everything is based on deception.
It only remains to say that I'm sorry about all of this.
Sorry SentinelCraft.
--Daniel
