You dont want to know. Wait, you asked for it, so, have fun. As it isnt for me. Dont read futher ahead this post, it will be depressing. You have been warned.
My greatest fear is that my sis has a fallback and tries to commit suicide again, but this time succesful. Like last time, everything seems fine right now, no issues. But who knows what lies behind the barrier, or if there is one. We cant read her mind and seriously, those who tries never show signs, like my sister.