So why would we let you back? You left. You chose to throw your lot in with them. You backed the wrong horse... so now that things are not going well we should just let you come crawling back? I do not understand why you would want that, nor why you would think we would want that?
To clear things up there is no "hate" going around. People are justifiably irritated at your behavior. Own that. You did the above listed things (and more if I review the logs) so if you did all those things man up and take responsibility. Do not whine about "hate going around".
Second. The whole, "Never going to make moderator" tangent you were on... That has nothing to do with anyone but YOU. I can name a very specific example of a community member who was almost unilaterally disliked (Yeoldedogg) and turned things around and made moderator because regardless of how we felt he obeyed the rules, displayed the correct attitude, and went through the correct steps. So again, it all falls back on you. Everything that follows is a result of your actions. If you do not like where you are at in the game/community/life, only you have the ability to change that.
I suggest you get to work.