Yes you were banned.
You should find another server.
I don't care what color you are. We don't say that here. Period.
You didnt try to explain yourself. You got defensive, agitated and aggressively stupid.
(Also... are you Donald Trump? "I am the best ship builder" Absolutely pointless information.)
If you are mentally ill, go get help, because if its bad enough that it is impedeing you, you obviously need it. (Though I doubt that is the case. I think you are more likely just a moody, pervasively stupid emotional teenager that needs to learn how to cope with the real world.)
If you really want to explain, then do so.