You have been told you do not fit our community and you need to educate yourself on what begging means, I have included this link for your convenience and I strongly recommend you read it:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Begging. As for using 'Allah' in your response is not justified and quite honestly not needed, your own actions on the server meant you was banned. After reading your above message, it shows to me that you have not changed. You have to wait till at least the 25th of October before you apply for a unban appeal.
But all is not lost, you can spend the next 2-3 weeks planning your unban appeal and actually put some effort into it this time, and try and show us that you are making changes and will change your ways and not beg in the future. Without showing us that you are willing to change your appeal is unlikely to be successful, do take this into account. After this message, I am not looking for a reply, take this onboard and write you next message after the 25th of October.